Question by : Why God must made me so unique (Interests, Passion, Beliefs & Music) that I am hated and despised by everyone?
For the past 23 years of my life on Earth, I have never been a happy person. I hate my life, I am a Social Outcast and a Loner. I am very sure that I will die alone and rot in my house and nobody will know that I have already been dead for 3 weeks until my neighbour smell my rotting corpse from my house.
Not only am I hated in schools, as I grew older, I am also hated in the workplace, churches and public places. Wherever I go, I am hated and despised by everyone. When people see me, they will either avoid me or stay away from me as far away as possible.
I really hate this world! Nobody except my Grandma is good to me. Everyone is “Bastards.” I hate all of these people and my colleagues for what they have done to me! I never forgive and I never forget for what they have done and said to me!
I also have problems communicating with people because I just could not click with them. I just do not belong to the 21st century. The reason is because of my Unique Interests, Passion, Beliefs & Music:
Interests and Passion:
”History of Singapore – ” Colonial Singapore (1819 – 1942), The Battle for Singapore, The Japanese Occupation, The Sook Ching Massacre and History of the Places & Roads in Singapore.”
British Military in Singapore – Underground bunkers, Gun Batteries, Artillery guns, Forts, Machine Gun posts, Pillboxes and Secret Tunnels build by the British Military
History of England – ”The Middle Ages, Tudor England, Stuart England, The English Civil War, The American Revolutionary War, Home front in Britain during WWII & Children of WWII.”
History of America – ”Life in Colonial America, The 13 Colonies, The American Revolutionary War and The American Civil War.”
WWII – ”WWII in Europe, Battle of Britain, D-Day Invasion, The Holocaust, Pearl Harbour Attack, WWII in the Pacific, American troops in the Pacific and Europe.”
Beliefs:
Mysteries: Bermuda Triangle, Stonehenge, Easter Island, The Mayans, Mysterious places of the World, Strange Monuments of the World
Strange Pyramids of the World, Lost Civilizations, Cities of the Underworld, Underwater Cities, Unexplained & Unsolved mysteries and Phenomenon,
Portal (gateway) to other Dimensions (another world)
Ancient Mysteries: Standing Stones & Spheres in Orkney Islands, Scandinavia,
Carnac (Brittany; France), Mystery Hill in the north of Boston, Stone globes in Diquis Delta of Costa Rica, Stonehenge & Avebury, Sacsayhuaman and Easter Island.
Lost Lands and Secrets: Lyonesse (off the Scilly isles), Atland (off the Netherlands), Atlantis, Thera (volcanic island near Crete), Lemuria, Shangri-La, Centre of the Earth, Crop Circles and Time travel.
Lost Civilizations: Atlantis, Crete, Lemuria, the Minoans, the Aztecs, Incas and the Mayans
Disappearances: Bermuda Triangle, Mary Celeste, the mystery of Devil’s Bridge, Missing at Sea, Land and Air.
Lake Monsters: Loch Ness Monster, Sea Serpents and Lake Monsters, Mokele, Mbembe, Mysteries of Water Monsters,
UFOs & Aliens
Extra Sensory Perception: 6th Sense (also called ESP), Déjà vu, Telepathy, Clairvoyance, Clairsentience, Clairaudience, Premonitions, Dreams, Precognition, Recognition, Telekinesis, Ability to see Ghosts,
Near-death experiences, Out-of-Body experiences, Psychics, Fortune Telling and Crystals.
Paranormal: The Supernatural, The Afterlife, Ghosts, Hauntings – “Haunted Houses, Castles, Hotels, Hospitals, Schools, Places, Hospitals, Battlefields, Highway and Roads ”
Spirituality: Fairies, Pixies, Elves, Dragons, Unicorns
Music:
Colonial America Folk Songs, American Revolution Songs, Folk Music of England, Middle Ages Music, Renaissance Music, Baroque Music, An Irish Party in Third Class (Irish Folk Song),
Danny Boy, Celtic Music, 1930s – 1940s songs, Hooked on Swing Dancing, Elvis Presley, Operas and Charlotte Church.
Because my Interests, Passion, Beliefs & Music are so different from other people, people find that I am a freak and an abnormal person.
I really want to know why God must made me in such a way that the Society cannot accept me? Why must God made life so miserable and difficult for me? My mother should not have even bring me into this world. So, is this my mother’s fault or God’s fault?
Best answer:
Answer by Jesse
This looks like a sad dating profile. If god does exist, it is obviously his fault. He probably doesn’t, so most likely not his fault. You can still enjoy the things you enjoy and have friends, but you do need to meet people half way. Also, hate is a wasted emotion. Good luck to you.
What do you think? Answer below!
It probably has less to do with your beliefs, interests, passions and more to do with how you communicate them to people. Try casually talking about the weather if you’re trying to get to know someone for the first time.
Only reason people hate you is that they hate themselves. Have you ever noticed when someone does something wrong or silly, they usually get angry at themselves? I say let people be angry with you. Why? They really just hate themselves for not being like you. Look at the things today, we have terrible culture, uncreative music, people that believe themselves to be geniuses, and kids doing drugs. Honestly, i’m with you on being interested in the histories. There was much more creativity in the world back then. Don’t blame people because you are different, enjoy it while you can. Revel in the fact that you are different. infact, the entire world is different, to be normal means to be different. So i say, don’t let it get to you and stay strong
I hate to disillusion you but you don’t even sound unusual never mind unique. And the source of hate in your life is you. The answers to your problems lie within. You are the one who must learn to accept society. Work on yourself and the world around you will change. You are the creator of your own universe so choose to create a different one. Start in a small way – do a random act of kindness for a stranger today and see what happens. Or just start smiling at people: you will fnd they smile back.
So far what I’ve read is:
You like history, Celtic/Folk/etc Music, and you believe in a lot of stuff that is usually classified as superstitious.
This is not exactly unique anymore than any other person.
I personally can think of three people I know personally off the top of my head who share similarities to you in these regards.
Part of your problem is that, based on what you’ve said, you project negativity. Whether this is your fault or not I’m not going to touch on, but people pick up on that. It will drive them to stay away from you because misery may love company but company does not love misery.
If you want to be around people that ‘accept’ you then get involved in activities with people that share the same interests as you. If you don’t like art, don’t go to art museums and then complain about how everyone else there likes art and doesn’t understand what you like. Get involved in things relating to the history you like. Maybe find a forum on the internet even as a starting point- even if you think it is so unique, God knows the internet has everything, so you would be able to find one.
Stop for a minute. Breathe.
Now, let go of the past and move forward. I can guaruntee the way you are going right now, nobody is going to make you more miserable than yourself. Stop basing your happiness on everybody else. And stop looking for people to blame. Just be yourself and stop being negative. The world will come to you.
The answer is simple. There is no God.
No one has to accept anyone. You sound way to high strung and opinionated. You really should relax and pursue your hobbies because they interest you, not because you are looking for friendships or relationships. People can pick up on desperation, so just chill out and be friendly and nice to people, and they’ll be more accepting.
It was not God who did this because God is not real. Perhaps you have autism. You say you have problems communicating with people. Some autistics get it worse than others. Talk to someone who could help. They will put you through an assessment. If they believe you have autism, they will get someone to help you handle it.
Were you crying while you typed all that up?