Question by : Why God must made me so unique (Interests, Passion, Beliefs & Music) that I am hated and despised by everyone?
For the past 23 years of my life on Earth, I have never been a happy person. I hate my life, I am a Social Outcast and a Loner. I am very sure that I will die alone and rot in my house and nobody will know that I have already been dead for 3 weeks until my neighbour smell my rotting corpse from my house.
Not only am I hated in schools, as I grew older, I am also hated in the workplace, churches and public places. Wherever I go, I am hated and despised by everyone. When people see me, they will either avoid me or stay away from me as far away as possible.
I really hate this world! Nobody except my Grandma is good to me. Everyone is “Bastards.” I hate all of these people and my colleagues for what they have done to me! I never forgive and I never forget for what they have done and said to me!
I also have problems communicating with people because I just could not click with them. I just do not belong to the 21st century. The reason is because of my Unique Interests, Passion, Beliefs & Music:
Interests and Passion:
”History of Singapore – ” Colonial Singapore (1819 – 1942), The Battle for Singapore, The Japanese Occupation, The Sook Ching Massacre and History of the Places & Roads in Singapore.”
British Military in Singapore – Underground bunkers, Gun Batteries, Artillery guns, Forts, Machine Gun posts, Pillboxes and Secret Tunnels build by the British Military
History of England – ”The Middle Ages, Tudor England, Stuart England, The English Civil War, The American Revolutionary War, Home front in Britain during WWII & Children of WWII.”
History of America – ”Life in Colonial America, The 13 Colonies, The American Revolutionary War and The American Civil War.”
WWII – ”WWII in Europe, Battle of Britain, D-Day Invasion, The Holocaust, Pearl Harbour Attack, WWII in the Pacific, American troops in the Pacific and Europe.”
Mysteries: Bermuda Triangle, Stonehenge, Easter Island, The Mayans, Mysterious places of the World, Strange Monuments of the World
Strange Pyramids of the World, Lost Civilizations, Cities of the Underworld, Underwater Cities, Unexplained & Unsolved mysteries and Phenomenon,
Portal (gateway) to other Dimensions (another world)
Ancient Mysteries: Standing Stones & Spheres in Orkney Islands, Scandinavia,
Carnac (Brittany; France), Mystery Hill in the north of Boston, Stone globes in Diquis Delta of Costa Rica, Stonehenge & Avebury, Sacsayhuaman and Easter Island.
Lost Lands and Secrets: Lyonesse (off the Scilly isles), Atland (off the Netherlands), Atlantis, Thera (volcanic island near Crete), Lemuria, Shangri-La, Centre of the Earth, Crop Circles and Time travel.
Lost Civilizations: Atlantis, Crete, Lemuria, the Minoans, the Aztecs, Incas and the Mayans
Disappearances: Bermuda Triangle, Mary Celeste, the mystery of Devil’s Bridge, Missing at Sea, Land and Air.
Lake Monsters: Loch Ness Monster, Sea Serpents and Lake Monsters, Mokele, Mbembe, Mysteries of Water Monsters,
UFOs & Aliens
Extra Sensory Perception: 6th Sense (also called ESP), Déjà vu, Telepathy, Clairvoyance, Clairsentience, Clairaudience, Premonitions, Dreams, Precognition, Recognition, Telekinesis, Ability to see Ghosts,
Near-death experiences, Out-of-Body experiences, Psychics, Fortune Telling and Crystals.
Paranormal: The Supernatural, The Afterlife, Ghosts, Hauntings – “Haunted Houses, Castles, Hotels, Hospitals, Schools, Places, Hospitals, Battlefields, Highway and Roads ”
Spirituality: Fairies, Pixies, Elves, Dragons, Unicorns
Colonial America Folk Songs, American Revolution Songs, Folk Music of England, Middle Ages Music, Renaissance Music, Baroque Music, An Irish Party in Third Class (Irish Folk Song),
Danny Boy, Celtic Music, 1930s – 1940s songs, Hooked on Swing Dancing, Elvis Presley, Operas and Charlotte Church.
Because my Interests, Passion, Beliefs & Music are so different from other people, people find that I am a freak and an abnormal person.
I really want to know why God must made me in such a way that the Society cannot accept me? Why must God made life so miserable and difficult for me? My mother should not have even bring me into this world. So, is this my mother’s fault or God’s fault?
Answer by Jesse
This looks like a sad dating profile. If god does exist, it is obviously his fault. He probably doesn’t, so most likely not his fault. You can still enjoy the things you enjoy and have friends, but you do need to meet people half way. Also, hate is a wasted emotion. Good luck to you.
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